turning a new leaf?

wat is happening to me..

wat am i thinking about rite now?

isit my life is changing?

y i suddenly feel tht i have lost my purpose to life?

or is this just a feeling tht i threatened myself with?

well...

i seemed to realise dis fact when i get to noe my final marks for bio today..

n i failed my bio exam..

is this reli happening or isit just an illusion.

in turn i realise tht my rational thinking is not wit me..

where has it gone to?i dunno..

while trying to wake myself up from wat i call reality dream..

i recap on how i did my bio paper..

perhaps i'm too over confidence until i can fail it..

wish der's still hope for me to turn into a new leaf at least before the mid year exam which is due in may..

oh god..

reli hope der's a way for me..

a beta way with a new hope n dreams..

-25th March 2009-