well i've lost contact wit one of my old fren again.letz named dis old fren of mine T.
hmm,T and i started to noe each other through the tuition classes we went when we were still in primary sch..
me n T would alwix help each other wit our tui homeworks..as far as i could rmb.
n i would alwix phone T about homeworks tht we were assigned wit.
dat time,he was my only guy friend tht i ever knew of.
perhaps he was my first guy fren.
one day he suddenly stopped tui..i cant rmb wat happened cos it's been more than 8 years now.
we lost contact of each other ever since. =(
until we're form 4 [we're of the same age],i get to contact him back again thanks to FRIENDSTER.
T managed to find me and added me as his friend.
i [still can recall his name]was so surprise and glad to c him.
i accepted his friendster request of course.
we added each other in msn n would chat wit each other when we happened to on9 2gether..
we even exchanged hp nums.
mine was hotlink while his was digi..
den a couple of months later i suddenly lost contact with him..
i din manage to meet him on9 n he din even reply my msgs/friendster comments..
i duno wat had happened to our friendship dis time again..
n i gave up trying to contact him..
dis year,i continue my studies in form 6..
i got smkdb at first but i applied transfer to sgi..
my transfer to sgi was approved 4 weeks later..
needless did i noe tht i will get to meet back T again..
my first p.am tui at pj,i was talking to my frens n suddenly a guy walked in and stopped for a while in front of us n say 'hie'.
i got stunted at der as i saw da name printed on his shirt..
that name sounds familiar,i thought.
den i suddenly remembered back:tht's T's nickname!
oh my god,i nvr thought i get to meet T again..
but it's tht reli him??
i've nvr seen him face to face for 8 years..
so i cant recgonize him.
but wait..is he saying 'hie' to me or to the sgi boy sitting in front of me?
i was uncertain..my mind of uncertain what to do next.
shall i send him a comment on his friendster profile?
or just stay at where i am n see what happened next?
back at sch..
i was a prefect under probation n couple of weeks later i was asked to become HOD.
beeing a HOD is tough but i nvr see what was coming..
bumping into T nearly evryday!
evr since the incident in pj,i reli want to talk to him but i cant seem to build up my courage which was alwix bside me.
is this my fate?
to meet him evryday but dont have to courage to stand in front of him or stop him just to say hello???
sometimes,i even started to count quietly the number of times i bumped into him.
his birthday's coming..
hmm,what should i do?
give him a bday card or just wish him?
well,i made my decision finally..
tht's to confront him and wish him happy birthday..
but my courage was not there again when the time cums..
my thinking was all mixed up..
wat if he'll nvr talk to me again or wat if my frens think i'm nuts..
ugh..
gave up again for the 2nd time in a row.
might as well just send him a friendster comment..
still,i'm glad tht i'm able to meet him evryday..
and sometimes i would dream of him..
oh god how would i wish this dream continues..^^
wat i'm supposed to do now?
what's my next act?
next year would be my last time meeting him...
if i nvr build up my courage now to talk to him..
i might regret at myself..
1:42 AM Dec 6,2008
hmm,T and i started to noe each other through the tuition classes we went when we were still in primary sch..
me n T would alwix help each other wit our tui homeworks..as far as i could rmb.
n i would alwix phone T about homeworks tht we were assigned wit.
dat time,he was my only guy friend tht i ever knew of.
perhaps he was my first guy fren.
one day he suddenly stopped tui..i cant rmb wat happened cos it's been more than 8 years now.
we lost contact of each other ever since. =(
until we're form 4 [we're of the same age],i get to contact him back again thanks to FRIENDSTER.
T managed to find me and added me as his friend.
i [still can recall his name]was so surprise and glad to c him.
i accepted his friendster request of course.
we added each other in msn n would chat wit each other when we happened to on9 2gether..
we even exchanged hp nums.
mine was hotlink while his was digi..
den a couple of months later i suddenly lost contact with him..
i din manage to meet him on9 n he din even reply my msgs/friendster comments..
i duno wat had happened to our friendship dis time again..
n i gave up trying to contact him..
dis year,i continue my studies in form 6..
i got smkdb at first but i applied transfer to sgi..
my transfer to sgi was approved 4 weeks later..
needless did i noe tht i will get to meet back T again..
my first p.am tui at pj,i was talking to my frens n suddenly a guy walked in and stopped for a while in front of us n say 'hie'.
i got stunted at der as i saw da name printed on his shirt..
that name sounds familiar,i thought.
den i suddenly remembered back:tht's T's nickname!
oh my god,i nvr thought i get to meet T again..
but it's tht reli him??
i've nvr seen him face to face for 8 years..
so i cant recgonize him.
but wait..is he saying 'hie' to me or to the sgi boy sitting in front of me?
i was uncertain..my mind of uncertain what to do next.
shall i send him a comment on his friendster profile?
or just stay at where i am n see what happened next?
back at sch..
i was a prefect under probation n couple of weeks later i was asked to become HOD.
beeing a HOD is tough but i nvr see what was coming..
bumping into T nearly evryday!
evr since the incident in pj,i reli want to talk to him but i cant seem to build up my courage which was alwix bside me.
is this my fate?
to meet him evryday but dont have to courage to stand in front of him or stop him just to say hello???
sometimes,i even started to count quietly the number of times i bumped into him.
his birthday's coming..
hmm,what should i do?
give him a bday card or just wish him?
well,i made my decision finally..
tht's to confront him and wish him happy birthday..
but my courage was not there again when the time cums..
my thinking was all mixed up..
wat if he'll nvr talk to me again or wat if my frens think i'm nuts..
ugh..
gave up again for the 2nd time in a row.
might as well just send him a friendster comment..
still,i'm glad tht i'm able to meet him evryday..
and sometimes i would dream of him..
oh god how would i wish this dream continues..^^
wat i'm supposed to do now?
what's my next act?
next year would be my last time meeting him...
if i nvr build up my courage now to talk to him..
i might regret at myself..
1:42 AM Dec 6,2008
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